The boys from the county hell

I never gets any easier, but then if it did you wouldn’t get any better! The glass is always half empty but never half full. Thats what it does to you, never see the positives in yourself or others, always thinking people are out to get you, not to help but to harm. Why does it have to be like this, how did I become like this – questions, questions, answers required to try and understand. Not good enough, shouldn’t be applying for new jobs as you’re lucky to have the one you’ve got. Why change what if you fail….questions, questioning. It will get better, the glass will be half full, you’ve never failed at anything, you can do it, you always have, people are here to help not hinder. Why can’t I think like this all the time…………..