To do or not to do

difficult to start and harder to hopefully finish. I suppose thats the thread with depression, never admit to having it and by the time you realise you have it then it’s going to take a long time to try and get out of. Have had the drugs but as the song goes ‘the drugs don’t work’ they don’t tell you it takes a lot more than popping a pill and everything becomes better. Lack of interest, lack of motivation and low self belief not something that should come from a 30 something, married with a beautiful 16 month year old daughter and a highly supportive and stunning wife. Even less so for someone that has 3 degrees but still thinks they are not very intelligent. Need to get better for them but it will take time.